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[Jan 20] |
eeeeee! I'm so happy for the inaug tomorrow.
FINALLY, AT NOON TOMORROW, WE CAN BREATHE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN TOO MANY YEARS!
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[Jan 11] |
so i met this guy tonight (next entry will be about him. i have to get these tattoo ideas down before i forget) and he said he has a tattoo of a coat of arms lion in white ink, but not traditional white ink, it's sort of like a brand. like this:
anyway, i'm seriously considering getting the word "believe" done like that on my left wrist.
and then i was thinking about
a tree somewhere. the tree will have roots, and a few really simple birds (probably 3 cause there are 3 people in my family. two in the tree, representing my mom and dad. and one flying toward it, me!) and under the roots it'll say "know your roots" and then have a piece of cloth, like a banner, hanging across the branches with my last name in it.
but i dont know where on my body i would put that one.
nathan's getting a tattoo on the 24th and i'm hopefully going with him (shit i just remembered i signed up for CPR class that day. maybe i can change it to the feb 10th one cause i really wanna go see nate get his tat). so i will ask about white ink and get suggestions for the other one while i'm there.
let me know what you suggest / think.
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[Jan 4] |
sometimes i wish my dad didn't care so much
wasting all of this money for a piece of paper that says i wasted all of this money.
like any of the shit they teach actually goes to long term memory?
am i ever going to remember the characters from candide?
well yeah maybe now i am, only because i've just said that.
but honestly, we learn and remember most things for a few weeks in order to barf them back out on paper one time, and then you never need it again unless you watch jeopardy or cash cab.
why can't i just start my life now and go to school later?
I HAVE NO DESIRE TO BE IN COLLEGE.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE.
I HAVE NOTHING THAT I'M ESPECIALLY GOOD AT THAT 800,000 OTHER PEOPLE AREN'T ALREADY BETTER AT.
i have nothing to offer.
thank you dad for caring, but honestly. we both know that i'm a huge let down in all aspects.
SO JUST SAY IT AND LEAVE ME ALONE.
:( i wish i could live under a rock and get by.
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[Aug 29] |
dear lj,
you can find me here. i love you all.
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